June 2010
5 posts
i used to sit and let the world move around me, to see the people and gaze at them in wonder, but now i look again, and realize they’re not so wonderful, that its people that cause all this hate, grievance, and corruption. people, not things are the cause of our own destruction.
people without integrity, are fools without a...
it might make life easier for you at the moment, but in the long run, the people who favor your corrupted actions and words, will they really help you out much?
i really hate group projects.
February 2010
24 posts
what happened to the promises we make?
“i will love you forever” “i promise i won’t lie to you” “i promise i’ll be true” “we will be friends no matter what” WORDS… that never cease to disappoint :/
sorry, in advance
this is going to hurt a few people, myself included—but its the only way i know how to move on. i just can’t hold onto nothing anymore, you’re worth it, but not attainable, & i can’t seem to know what to do but run.
why is it so hard to let go?
because i need to do it, i need to do it now, i can’t hold on forever—yet for some reason i wish i could, & i hate myself for it.
there's just really nothing left to do but let...
Baby I was naíve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance,
My mistake, I didn’t know,
To be in love you had to fight to get the uppper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings
Now I know
I’m not a princess
This ain’t a fairytale
I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain’t Hollywood,
This...
& that is why you don't let hope get the best of...
because the only thing hope gives you in the end is disapointment.
i run away constantly from the things that make me happy. because, if you don’t have it, you can’t lose it. because, if you get far enough, it will never be able to hurt you. because, if you don’t get out, it’ll be too late. why am i so scared to trust people? why am i so scared of everything good? because i really want to be happy, truly happy—but im getting in my...
why am i so afraid?
Found myself today Oh I found myself and ran away Something pulled me back The voice of reason I forgot I had [Someones Watching Over Me - Hilary Duff;; Raise Your Voice]
—i feel so unreasonable lately, so scared, so confused. i let people get in my way and its just so not me. i feel like im losing myself and it scares the hell out of me— can reasoning alone save me?
do you ever wonder if there’s more about you then you know? that there’s things people know about you that you haven’t even realized yet? i wonder all the time how many compliments, how many insults, how many hearts have warmed because of me, and how many hearts have broken. it confuses me, how can i not know everything there is about me? how can someone else realize beauty or...
im not always unhappy!
i know i post unhappy stuff, but im actually quite happy! the only reason im “unhappy” is because sometimes, im scared, i never want this happiness to go away…
hmmmm--
i don’t know what to think anymore! :O
its harder to pretend that you don’t like someone then to pretend you do. i just don’t understand why :O! my theory? maybe liking someone is hard to contain, because your heart is breaking free from you, it doesn’t want to stay anymore, its already his…<3
i want this to be our song (;
if only we were more then just you & me…
better together— jack johnson
There’s no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard No song that I could sing But I can try for your heart, our dreams, and they are made out of real things like a shoebox of photographs with sepia-toned loving Love is the answer at least for most of the questions in my...
i wish i knew what to do, because now i am so confused
@brianajessica
today my best friend called me ugly ): lol
anatomyofalice:
Ghost of a Good Thing -...
t h i s i s n o t h o w i t s s u p p o s e t o b e .
Who am I kidding? I’m not dependable, I’m not going anywhere but deeper into my own misery.
It wasn’t suppose to be like this! I don’t want it like this! I want to breathe, be me. I want to smile and not feel like it’s forced. I want to be friends but not feel like a loser. I don’t need this crap you know? I never depend on anyone, because if I did I wouldn’t be able to move along.
I can’t let go then hold back on at your command, and I can’t pretend to not care when I do. But I can smile when I want to cry, & I can leave when you say goodbye. Because I’m not one to stick around and let anyone hurt me, some call it wits, but really I’m just scared
is it enough--?
people want and want, more and more. when will enough really be enough? sometimes, people don’t know when to shut up. they talk and talk and they don’t realize how irritated people around them are getting, they repeat and repeat, and you wonder to yourself, ‘have they not said enough yet?’. sometimes, people don’t know how to forgive. they sit there, complaining about...
January 2010
83 posts
there’s a line between trust and belief. trust can be easily broken, but belief should be for certain, belief should be undoubtful until the end. even when every finger is pointing saying its a lie, you should hold strong & believe. but be careful, sometimes belief is what closes your mind—keeps you from change, keeps you in one spot forever…
time doesn’t heal the wounds, but time makes you accustomed to it, & its a lot easier now(: yet, its a lot harder too— maybe just not enough time has gone by yet, or maybe it’ll never be easy, but that’s okay, for now, i can cope, for now, i can breathe again.
joshustadayoshi:
shannnnillyyyy:
this day seriously just keeps getting worse :/
lol sotry i kinda caused most of your problems
looool nooo! just the hw overload & etc
this day seriously just keeps getting worse :/
if its not you, its not right. if its not you, i don’t want it. if its not you, it doesn’t matter. if its not you, it wouldn’t hurt so bad.
"hope dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption, winding in & winding out the shine of it has caught my eyes, And roped me in so mesmerizing, so hypnotizing I am captivated, I am vindicated, I am selfish, I am wrong, I am right, I swear I am right, Swear I knew it all along. I am seing in myself now the things you swore you saw yourself. So clear, like the diamond in your ring, cut to mirror your intentions,...
believing too strongly in things that aren’t for certain, makes you miss out on things that are for certain.
FREEZE @ dtd (:
guy: wtf?
girl: idk they all just froze!
lady: sweetie... stay close to me
little kid: okay......
old man: OMG OMG OMG WHAT HAPPENED? DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED?
lady: girls, do you see what just happened? everyones not moving anymore, do you wanna join in the project?
mind: we’re talking just as friends heart: but it means so much more to me…
“they say we’re too young to be in love,
but maybe they’re too old...”
if you don't know it don't hurt
but i do know, and it does hurt— now what?
see the problem is, i don’t want it if its not with you. i don’t need it if its not with you. i won’t accept it if its not with you. & so in conclusion— i will never get it. simple as that.
01. you weren’t real 02. you were real but you weren’t right 03. you were right but it wasn’t real 04. you were an excuse & it wasn’t real or right 05. it never happened but it would’ve been real, and it would of been right.
sometimes, you’re stronger when you can let go of the things you want instead of hanging tight on your own personal selfishness. i understand that now, and i am going to let go now. maybe not all at once, but finger by finger, day by day— & when the day comes to fall, maybe someone else will be there to catch me, or maybe i will spread my wings and fly.
i wonder if there’s ever a way to keep things from haunting your mind? it should be a choice right? what you think about? then why are those images so clear, yet so unwanted? i want to scream sometimes, just thinking about these crucial moments when i had to stay strong— those crucial moments in life that happen because they weren’t considerate enough to realize that i was not...